why not?

Because you just shouldn't. Get your hopes up that is. You have to watch out for yourself in this world because unless someone truly cares about you, you are alone. I know, it is a sad thought. Things happen for a reason right? Yeah, it's called someone did something to make those things happen. Nothing just happens. It is the law of the universe. Everything is put into motion by something else. So the next time you want to achieve something, like nike says, just do it. As long as it is within realistic means, you always have time to do the things you want to do and not enough time to do the things that you don't want to do. Don't try and give me emotional connections bullshit, if you want out just leave. Don't be wishy washy, yes i used those words, and fickle. Like John Mayer says, and forgive me for quoting him or whoever wrote his lyrics, say what you need to say. Aren't you tired of people around you disappointing you. All you want is to have a happy life and moments to share with others, but the world has a sense of humor or maybe it is just a type of humor that only everyone else understands. You can MAKE all the time in the world for friends and loved ones, yet they can't seem to do the same. Why are we constantly travelling down that same fucked up, pot holed, gravely ass road without a spare tire and a AAA guy in sight. We can't escape ourselves, thus the circle remains a festering wound that never heals, for we are pleasers and that is our downfall. The biggest fear is that no one will ever love us nearly as much as we love them. 
Nothing funny about this post I know, sorry. Lot of crap has been going on but all we can do is press forward through the fog of FUUUUUUUCCCCCKKKKKKKK! Yeah you know what i mean, and if you don't then you are most likely one of the assholes or biznatches that I am talking about. You know who you are cause you see it everyday in the mirror and then put on some fuckin mask for the public. I know you.
You have something on your mind? Just ask me and i will type about it.

Just another day of the same.

You wake up and the first thing you see is the same popcorn ceiling you went to sleep under. Another night of tossing and turning. You wake with your skin clammy because you have two comforters on the bed. Hey, it is getting closer to winter, you would think the added warmth would be welcome; no such luck. The night is frequently interrupted by the need to urinate. Maybe you shouldn't drink so much water before bed but all the sunflower seeds are so damn good you can fall asleep on the recliner in front of the television and wake to t-shirt peppered with seed shells. Just missed the plastic bag you had on your chest for convenience. So you get out of bed and take your shower reminding yourself that you will need to wash your sweaty bed sheets before you can sleep in them again. Lying down on clammy sheets just does not feel right. You dry off, brush your teeth and then think well shit, I am gonna have to brush them again after I eat. All well. So you eat your breakfast and brush your teeth again and head off to school where you get to sit in classes that you don't want to take but must to fulfill your general education requirements. On and on the professors might ramble about nothingness. You start to like them less and less especially when they tell the girl who badly needs to use the restroom that she cant. What do you tell her? Hey, piss on his floor. You are not paying for these classes and therefore paying his salary so that he can tell you or others you cannot use the restroom. What if you develop a urinary tract infection. That son of a...well you know how it goes. Why the hell is your time being wasted by these professors trying to teach, basically, ancient history. You should be graded or "judged" by others based on your character and ideology, not whether you placed a comma in the correct spot or forgot the second "d" in wordage. Or even marked down for using a word like amongst which is a word, when the teacher prefers to see "among" instead. Hell you make it high up enough on any ladder and you have someone else writing for you anyway.              This is my first attempt at a blog and it will get much better. I am fully aware even as i write this that i am probably the only person who is ever going to read it.    If by chance you have anything you would like me to discuss in my blog, feel free to comment.  And wordage is spelt correctly. The teacher is just a dumbass and thought there was a second D.